The push pull of creativity, losing the fight

Sometimes when a painting isn't going the way I want it to I just grab some paint, take a deep breath and see where it wants to go.

  At this point I don't think about which colors or tools I'm using, sometimes I even use my hands.

Looking at it now it's hard to tell whether it's the beginning or the end but it's an interesting process. It will be fun to see where it goes from here.

A few more colors

A dark place

A spark of red